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It's like Whispers Imagined

Sometimes I think I still hear you

That Lady J
30 August 1984
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Journal was started in May 2001 as a means to document my relationship and share and sort my thoughts and feelings. Being in true love at such a young age; engaged, planning a marriage. On March 31, 2002 my fiance was murdered and my life was never the same. I am that girl.

My memories are treasures for me, they're all that I have left. I've since locked all entries from my past and my life with Him, but I continue to deal with the stuggles of a lifetime of mourning. I'm still searching for answers.

Just so you know, before you ask to be my friend, this is my journal! I will write what I want to, how I want to. Sometimes I write it like I say it, bad grammar and all. Other times I'll break it down in story format. Sometimes I am random as hell. I am goofy and serious. I am sometimes a lil too honest. But this is MY JOURNAL. If you are looking for someone to over analyze everything and think that everything has a deeper meaning and that because I think deep that I am better than everyone....you've come to the wrong journal. Pack it up and keep it moving. I am a laid back, people person who gives everyone a chance. But, If I don't like you, you will know it. I am not afraid to say what is on my mind when I feel the need. So don't be surprised. Sometimes I probably don't make a lot of sense either. At times I find it difficult to articulate my thoughts like I used to. I've got a bad case of writers block. How ironic. lol.

I'm just a girl. But I'm so much more than that. I'm broken. Jaded. I'm simply complex. Middle child, biracial. In a hurry to slow down. Virgo. Friendly, but not necessarily nice. Outgoing introvert. Beautifully made. Goofy. Sure of self. Quick tongue;smart ass mouth. Smiling for Him; eternally. Slow to love; loves hard. Searching. &Spoiled for no damn reason.

I bobby. my nieces. my family. my true friends. music. photography. written word. acting. fashion. graphic design. looking in. watching. learning.

It's 2007 and I am currently heavily involved in event planning and artist mangement and development; I what I do. I am also still pursuing my modeling and acting career. I also do graphic (mostly party/event flyers, business cards, and press kits) design as a side hustle. I don't like to work for anyone, so my goal is to one day be my own business and only have to answer to myself. I'm in school. I live alone and pay all my own damn bills. Why was I in a hurry to grow up again?



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